When I was pregnant with Olivia, I lived in fear. Fear I would lose her, obviously, first and foremost. Fear something would go wrong. Fear I would have a bleeding episode from my blood thinner and it would be catastrophic. I lived this fear for my entire pregnancy, in varying…
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People have been asking me if I’m OK. Like, really OK after my visit in the ER last Tuesday. I am. I just ate half a bag of Cheetos Puffs. Chicken still makes me want to barf and while I check every time I use the bathroom for blood, I…
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So I realize after the last horrible post with bleeding and an ER visit (if you didn’t read it, everyone is OK) this is a weird post to follow it, but I totally forgot with everything going on and hey! Olivia has a cute dress this year. She dyed eggs…
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Warning: This post gets pretty graphic. If you’re not in a place to read about pregnancy and bleeding, or topics surrounding the loss of a baby, please feel free to skip this post. Take care of yourself first. Edited to add: I’m OK. The baby is OK. 11 weeks. I…
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Ah week 10. My nausea is just as bad as it was last week. If you think I’m complaining a lot, you’re right. The gagging has set in full force. I do these huge gags every once in a while and have to stand or sit absolutely still to settle…
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