Stay

My baby, I heard a familiar song today.  You wouldn’t know it because you would be too little, but it’s called, “Stay.” Not really sure how to feel about it Something in the way you move Makes me feel like I can’t live without you It takes me all the…

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It looks like it’s over

Today is our five year anniversary. The second beta came back this afternoon at 53.  I’m having a miscarriage.  There’s really not much else to say.

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How to find out you’re pregnant—the infertile way

This week has given me heartburn.  There have been so many ups and downs and I never thought I would be experiencing this. Monday 8dp3dt After some urging from my lovelies in my Facebook group, I went out and bought two boxes of FRERs (First Response Early Result tests) and…

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11 days past transfer: Well it’s official

It’s been a gnarly two days (full blog post coming later) of uncertainty and mixed feelings. However, as of yesterday, the beta was 63! And I now can joyously and tearfully announce that I am officially four weeks pregnant today!

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8 days past transfer: I think I might be pregnant

I’m pregnant.  That’s right.  I’m putting it out there, getting a feel for it.  From now on, until proven otherwise, I’m considering myself pregnant (PUPO). PUTPTSO (pregnant until the pregnancy test says otherwise) is much too long. Two days ago, 6 days after transfer, Blasty was implanting.  I never had…

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