The Fertilizaton Report

I put a dramatic flare to this otherwise boring blog post title by capitalizing the words and adding “The.”

We had initially retrieved five eggs.  Well, back up.  The last ultrasound showed five mature follicles, all gigantic and rotund.  Fast forward.  We retrieve five eggs.  Logic shows this would equal the five mature follicles we saw in the US.  With me so far?

One was mature.  One.

But.

That one is growing.  They want to see embryos between two and four cells, and this little one is three cells.  So it’s growing and we are scheduled for a day 3 transfer tomorrow morning at 10:45 am.

Many of you following this journey know I have shitty results.  My body seems to do everything in its power to Fuck. Risa. Over.  Every time.

But Adam was The One left.  And he implanted.  And it only takes one, right?

Right?

At this point, one is more than I could ever hope for.  I’m happy.  I’m remaining cautious because I know from experience that it ain’t over til the fat lady sings.  (The fat lady being my embryo and singing being the 7-8 celled embryo that it should be by tomorrow morning.)  I know from experience that embryos can stop growing.  So I am holding off celebrating until Little One is snug inside me.

But that can’t mean you can’t all join me in a tribal baby dance.

The Fertilizaton Report

24 Comments

  1. May 14, 2014 / 9:53 pm

    Dancing with you! Praying for a growing embryo that is placed all snug in your uterus tomorrow….and while I'm at it…praying that embryo implants, grows, makes you all nauseated and miserable (not sick-sick but enough to get the full experience), becomes a fetus, and say about 8-9 months from now comes out screaming and healthy!

  2. May 14, 2014 / 9:56 pm

    Definitely doing the baby dance for you tonight! Praying that that baby gets all snuggled inside you and stays put!!!

  3. May 14, 2014 / 10:06 pm

    Got my boogie shoes on! And it certainly only takes one. Come on buddy. GROW!!!!

  4. Anonymous
    May 14, 2014 / 10:21 pm

    I just recently started following your blogs, I'm praying for you! You are so amazing! Ive shared your story with my best friend who is on the same/similar journey as yours. Shes just starting out on hers. Hoping for the best to you!

  5. May 14, 2014 / 10:32 pm

    Jenni, yes let's go with all that 😉

  6. May 14, 2014 / 10:33 pm

    Oh that's so awesome! I wish your friend all the best because it can be a tough road.

  7. May 14, 2014 / 10:45 pm

    Best wishes and sticky dust!

  8. May 14, 2014 / 11:14 pm

    Hoping this is the one!

  9. May 15, 2014 / 12:39 am

    Oh girl, you have to have nerves of steal! I will be thinking of you tomorrow am!!! Wishing you the absolute best case scenario!!!

  10. Anonymous
    May 15, 2014 / 1:03 am

    Tribal baby dancing all the way for u honey!

  11. May 15, 2014 / 7:00 am

    Good luck Risa. I know all too well the feeling of just having that one embryo. It's stressful, but I think he's gonna make it!

  12. May 15, 2014 / 7:30 am

    I am praying so hard for you Risa!! And yes, it only takes one strong little fighter.

  13. May 15, 2014 / 7:55 am

    Praying this little one makes it for the long haul!!

  14. May 15, 2014 / 8:22 am

    Oh my goodness, what a roller coaster! Praying for you and for your embryo, Risa!

  15. May 15, 2014 / 8:43 am

    Doing a tribal dance for you right now! Hoping this is the one that sticks.

  16. May 15, 2014 / 8:47 am

    Praying hard!!! You are right it only takes one! Grow bubbles grow!!

  17. May 15, 2014 / 8:57 am

    Good luck today!!! You're right, it only takes ONE

  18. May 15, 2014 / 9:09 am

    Definitely hoping this is THE ONE and your dreams are on their way of coming true. I will be sending positive vibes to your little one to grow, grow, grow, and then stick, stick, stick!

  19. May 15, 2014 / 12:00 pm

    Dancing dancing dancing! It does only take ONE! PRAYERS!

  20. May 15, 2014 / 12:58 pm

    I may not have a good sense of rhythm, but I will dance my heart out for your little embryo to stick with you!

  21. May 15, 2014 / 4:20 pm

    Love to you sweet girl. You are FIGHTING so freaking hard for your family. I always planned on having 3-4 kids and I too am BEGGING for JUST 1!!! I feel like having 1 child is like winning the lottery these days and can't help but do a secret eye roll when someone is sad because they are having trouble getting pregnant with #3,4,5, etc. Cheers to THE ONE!!

  22. May 15, 2014 / 8:31 pm

    I'm totally doing a tribal baby dance for you, friend!!!

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